Jul. 02, 2005 - 3:15 am
I'm having sympathy pains. I think I'm getting them this time because I'm closer to this person more than I am with the others. I'm craving watermelon and hot dogs, I sleep a lot (12 hours yesterday), I have heart burn more than usual, and I start feeling queasy off and on all day. I had a dream that I had a daughter with A.J.T and I think I dreamed it because he keeps calling me his babys' mama. Not to mention, there's been a lot of baby talk lately between everyone. He continually asks me What if you get pregnant? That is definately the thing to say to make me stay away. Especially concidering how I've been feeling lately and everything I've been reading up on, like episiotomys'. I still want a baby but not his and not without being financially stable.
The Plan: Figure out how to get rid of the damn nausea.
